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Sunday, January 19, 2014

One day

My sister-in-law died this morning. I am still struggling to come to grips with the reality of this. The ring of my phone had roused me from sleep in the wee hours of the morning. I dragged myself out of bed very reluctantly, somewhat annoyed at being woken up so early, particularly as I had not been able to get to sleep till past midnight. What did I know? It wasn’t a number in my phonebook so I put the phone on silent and then went back to bed. Something wouldn’t let me rest though. I began to imagine that the call could have been from someone in distress, someone who had been robbed and who was trying to reach me on someone else’s phone. I distinctly heard the Lord tell me to go and pick the phone. Sleepy-eyed and foot-dragging, I got to my desk to see that I had just missed another call from the same number. I called back severally but the call would just not go through. I guess by then I knew something was wrong; I just couldn’t have figured the ‘what’… or more specifically ‘who’. Yes, I knew by then that something had shifted somewhere and I mentally braced myself for bad news. Even as I carried on with my Bible study and quiet time with the Lord, I would break every so often to try the number again.

I was just rounding up my study when another call came in from another sister-in-law. The way she said my name confirmed my instincts. Then she asked where her brother was. In response I said to her, ‘Just tell me what has happened’. Long story short, we find ourselves today dealing as a family with a new born beautiful baby girl… and a dead mother, sister, sister-in-law, daughter, and friend. It’s all so surreal, but such are the paradoxes of life! In speaking to my brother-in-law, we found ourselves saying ‘sorry’ repeatedly, not having the nerve to say ‘Congratulations’ on the birth of his new baby girl, at least not yet. I guess those who have found themselves in similar situations will understand. When my brother-in-law died on Christmas day, I certainly didn’t have it in me to wish my sister and her husband a ‘Merry Christmas’.  Likewise this morning, we were short of words to speak to a man who had just lost his best friend, his life partner, his champion, the mother of his three (now four) little children. All we had to offer were words of assurance that God only knows why He called His daughter at this time, and that he (and indeed all of us) must somehow find it in ourselves to accept God’s ultimate will and purpose.

I have been thinking all day about the last time I spoke to her. We had wished each other a Happy New Year, asked after all our children, and then made a fresh commitment to try to stay more in touch with each other in this year. Last year was quite busy for everyone and somehow we clearly dropped the ball on regular enough communication with each other. We laughed about her heavily pregnant state, and then committed to speaking with each other again once she put to bed in the next couple of weeks. What did we know? We had just said the very last goodbye. Sigh!

Today, in the middle of my grief, I feel a sense of urgency to speak to you and remind you that, in this year especially, we need to factor ourselves and the things that are important to us into our programs. We need to take time off and simply breathe in the essence of life, being alive, and truly living. We need to keep our eyes on the things that are of eternal value. We need to be sure that we are working towards being rich in the things that really and truly count from an eternal perspective. Our true riches, worth and impact barely have anything to do with our work and the many things we keep ourselves so busy with and keep striving for. I was listening to a program by Joel Osteen this morning and he spoke to the fact that on the day any of us is called, there will still be a long to-do list somewhere that will then never be done; there will likely be emails that would then never get attended/responded to; for some, there will be hard-won projects that will never then be executed at all (or at least not by them); and without a doubt, for the greater percentage of us there will be intended quality time that would then never be spent with our loved ones, on applying ourselves to our passions… or – most importantly, to the development of a deeper relationship with God. One day… it will all simply be over, and we need to constantly be reminded that we have absolutely no idea when that ‘one day’ will be for each of us!

On that ‘one day’, we will be sorted out with God one way or the other in the twinkling of an eye. Once that separation occurs, we lose the connection to this realm.  True, there will be those we leave behind who will have to live – as I am now, with that sense of something or the other that they could/should/would have done if they had known they didn’t have enough time with the loved one they have now lost; and knowing this, there is an intentionality that is called for in investing our time, emotional and physical presence in the lives of our loved ones. There are calls that need to be made NOW, visits that need to happen NOW, etc. But, from the perspective of he/she who has died, none of those things will matter. What will matter is whether they find themselves at the point of separation – in heaven with the Lord and all the saints, or in an eternal damnation in hell! Knowing this calls for an even greater intentionality in investing our all in a closer relationship with the Lord, a deeper knowledge and understanding of His Word, and an overriding commitment to living a life that is worthy of and pleasing to Him; so that on that ‘one day’, we will enter into the eternal fulfillment and fullness of joy that is promised to the true children of God.

It is only the Lord Who knows why my first set of posts on this forum this year are so weighty. From what I know about the ways of the Lord, there is/are certainly those one or two people out there who need to hear this and turn full circle back to God. Is that you sis? Can you examine where you are in your relationship with Jesus Christ and ask yourself if you are truly ready for that ‘one day’? It’s a question that I hold close to my heart daily because my deepest desire is find myself with the Lord in heaven when I die. As easily as I have shared with you about my recent losses, it could easier still be that you get a message letting you know that I am no more…. or it could be you for whom the curtain falls. We need to be ready sis! We have to be ready! I need you as much as you need me on this journey sis. As we encourage each other and hold each other accountable to walking out our salvation, and as we lean wholly on the Holy Spirit for help; He will come through for us sis… He surely will! God is more than able to comfort, uphold, protect and provide for those that we will leave behind when He calls us. He is, sis! Let’s walk with Him this year and beyond such that when our time comes, as He watches over our loved ones who are still on the earth, we will be assuredly resting in His bosom on the other side of eternity. That is such a glorious picture isn’t it? The Lord will help you sis! He will help me!


Be blessed sis…. for you surely are!






1 comment:

  1. My sincere condolences to you and your family. May the Father of all comfort abide with you all at this time. It is well with you

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WORD FOR THE WEEK

LUKE 1:

34“-How can this be, Mary asked the angel, “since I am a virgin?” 35The angel replied, “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the Holy One to be born will be called the Son of God

JEREMIAH 2:

5 Before I formed you in the womb I knew [and] approved of you [as My chosen instrument], and before you were born I separated and set you apart, consecrating you; [and] I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.

6 Then said I, Ah, Lord God! Behold, I cannot speak, for I am only a youth. 7 But the Lord said to me, Say not, I am only a youth; for you shall go to all to whom I shall send you, and whatever I command you, you shall speak.

8 Be not afraid of them [their faces], for I am with you to deliver you, says the Lord. 9 Then the Lord put forth His hand and touched my mouth. And the Lord said to me, Behold, I have put My words in your mouth. 10 See, I have this day appointed you to the oversight of the nations and of the kingdoms to root out and pull down, to destroy and to overthrow, to build and to plant.

1st CORINTHIANS 1:

25 [This is] because the foolish thing [that has its source in] God is wiser than men, and the weak thing [that springs] from God is stronger than men. 26 For [simply] consider your own call, brethren; not many [of you were considered to be] wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth. 27 [No] for God selected (deliberately chose) what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame. 28 And God also selected (deliberately chose) what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are,

Colossians 1:

28 Him we preach and proclaim, warning and admonishing everyone and instructing everyone in all wisdom (comprehensive insight into the ways and purposes of God), that we may present every person mature (full-grown, fully initiated, complete, and perfect) in Christ (the Anointed One).

29 For this I labor [[z]unto weariness], striving with all the superhuman energy which He so mightily enkindles and works within me.